Gala tonight.

I hate organized formal dances. With a passion.

If you want something in life, reach out and grab it.

I can hear the song in my head. Not for anybody yet, but for everybody. Someone who I probably don't know yet.

It is a wonderful song. It doesn't have lyrics yet, but those are to be added later, to fill in the gaps. I made a love song without lyrics.

Yet, whenever I try to play it, I can't. I can get the tune, just barely. But it doesn't sound the same as it does in my head. It sounds off-key and dull. I can't even find the chords for it yet. It is almost like the song in my head is an emotional reaction to the song rather than the song itself.

I've written a lot of songs before, but somehow, I can't get this one out of my head.

"Do one thing every day that scares you"

I think I've fulfilled that "thing" for this week.

So freaking excited.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory

Ergo, we have a destiny.

Sometimes I wonder.

Wonder where I am and wonder where I'm going.

It seems now that I am lost without hope. I am in the worst position because everyone thinks I know my way, but I really don't. I am just lost.

I love my friends and love everyone. I just feel frustrated for some reason.

But other than that, I love life.

I did some research on zero-mass objects with zero velocity. The only way objects can have zero mass is if they are moving at C, but I also played around with the equation and showed that the equation does not disprove the existence of massless particles with zero velocity. Although, how would we detect a particle if it has zero mass and zero energy? It is basically...nothing. But then again, how does gravity work? Would these particles have a gravitational field? Maybe. Possibly.

I am madly obsessed with my friend. (I typed in love, but then realized that I don't really know what it is).

Life is awesome.