The past few weeks have been something else. I wish I had words to explain how happy I am yet how concerned I am. Every time I get happier, I know I am climbing a mountain which I will eventually tumble down. But it doesn't really matter =). I love her, yet I have no idea what love is.

I feel torn now. I just the importance of friends, then this happens. Things would be so much easier if she was in my friend group. No matter who I am with, I feel bad I'm not with either her/my friends. But there is just nothing I can see that I don't like about her.

Why is this the only thing that's on my mind? I need to get this off my mind.

Why can people argue for yes on 1? It angers me so. Why would people not want to allow others the same freedom they have? I just want to talk to them. EVERY SINGLE PART of their argument has a flaw. It just makes me so angry. "There are so many larger issues here, we shouldn't be arguing about same-sex marriage" is what they said when same-sex marriage was being legalized, then SHABAM, what would you know, but those same people turn around and use OUR money and OUR time to reverse what is ALREADY LEGALIZED. They just contradicted themselves, not to mention that no matter how they try to hide it, their argument is based on homophobia. They don't want same-sex marriage to pass just because of how they were taught to think.

Why does homophobia even exist? People are different, and that's wonderful, not something to be scared of. People must be insecure about themselves if they are so scared that people are different than them. I guess it is human nature to be compatible with others, and if we aren't we feel uncomfortable, but seriously, what does it matter? Human nature is but a vestige of what helped us a long, long time ago. Heck, evolution for humans is a vestige of the days when we actually would be hindered in reproducing if something were wrong with us. I mean, evolution isn't something that's really hindering us in society today, but human nature is a different story. We would be better off without it.

Ok, time to go Halloweening.