Arrrrghghgh....my life is so sinusoidal right now. Why do I always get myself into these situations?

I just talked to a stranger who was lost but couldn't tell me where he wanted to go. It is fine if he knows where he's going and can't communicate, but an entirely different situation if he's lost.

White knuckle softly

Why do I obsess over things that don't matter in any way? Life is frustrating me in so many different ways right now. I spend so much time trying to figure out how to handle a situation that by the time I end up trying to handle it, it's already gone.

I wish, just for once, I could be mellow and likeable and normal. I wish my ideas could be conveyed without me saying one word. I wish people could just understand and I didn't have to overthink every action that I make.

Why?