English paper sux, homework sux, school sux, life IS AWESOME (and lonely)

yeah, I have a ton of homework, and my addish mind won't let me do any of it. So here goes with my random blabbering...

yeah, I don't want to go back to school tomorrow (and kinda do). School is so annoying, and I don't really see the point of it. I'm perfectly fine sitting here having my brain rot in front of the computer. I'm fine learning on my own.

But, yeah, I was thinking about testing my html skylz with a poll of some sort, but then I realized that wouldnt really work since barely any people actually visit this site, let alone vote.

But, yeah, I'm so freakin' lonely.

I even went to youth group tonight (yeah, not like I'm a very good Christian) and had an odd happening. We had a time when we could say prayers for people who needed help, and I was considering going up and saying for all of the lonely people in the world to get a friend. But then I thought that was too obvious, and I stayed quiet. You see, my family has no idea how lonely I am, so I try to keep it on the "down low". I even know why I'm typing this in a PUBLIC BLOG if not even my family knows. But yeah, hanyways, I sometimes think it is all in my mind how lonely I am. I mean, I might just be doing this subconciously for attention by making people feel bad for me. So, am I really lonely? (I think so)

but yeah, I fear that I do many things (sub)conciously to get attention, and it scares me. But, yeah.


OK, time to cool down and stop being addish (and do hw)

byebye

Ok, so I'm really tired right now, and pretty much all I want to do is go to bed. So, yeah, but skiing was awesome. I partially injured my thumbnail and my back, but it was definetely worth it. It was mad crazy windy (and powdery), and snowy, though.

There is officially 56 hours, 48 minutes left of vacation. I'm pumped for the summer now.

And, yeah, I've recently decided that Fall Out Boy is my new favorite band. Their songs basically describe like MY LIFE,(well, more like that of an average teenager, but yeah) so they have made the top of my list.

So, yeah, that's all I have to say, and I think I'll go to bed now.

goodnight y'all

first post

yeah, so this is my *new* blog. Uhm, I don't think any of my friends know about this, so I am not expecting any comments or anything, but if anyone's reading this, feel free to comment. Yeah, I'm sort of creating this to test my html skill (lol, like I have any). But, yeah first post=awesome. Yeah, goin' skiing wed thurs and friday. Can't wait... skiing is wicked awesome (and wicked dangerous). I hope I don't kill myself. Ah well, Homework is a priority, so byebye...


p.s.... there SHALLL be more